Sorry I haven't posted for a while

to those of you who watch this thing for updates regularly (ie no one). I've been watching Newsnight Scotland about how difficult it is to get published these days. I'm useless and terrible; I'll never get published because I can't write, even my incest story is too staid and stodgy. I'll have to be a librarian all my life, not that there's anything wrong with librarians but, like my middle name, it's just not me. I'm a failure, my work is a failure, my life is a failure, I'll go to my grave dull, frustrated, unaknowledged and unpublished, and nobody will give a shit about me or anything I've done.
Hope you're all well,
love,
Helen.